Debt?

I've been processing an intriguing concept of Kingdom Reality merging with personal and corporate debt. It's not a Jabez Prayer desire, but a "It doesn't really matter in the big scheme of things" idea. Jesus said, "Don't worry about your clothes or where you'll lay your head..." and then, "...your heavenly father knows what you need...and how to give good gifts." Is debt a good gift? My old way of thinking would say, No Way. But currently, it [debt] brings such humility, dependence on Jesus, and heartfelt prayers that I can see the good in it. Yet my prayers still reek of assuagement. If I could only pray without asking for relief from humility and lowliness.

I must remember, it's not about me.