Friends...

Well this week has definitely left an impact on me. With only around six weeks left before I move to the Big Apple, people are continually asking me "are you nervous?" or "aren't you going to be sad?" and my answer up until now was "sure I'll be lonely but it is going to be a good experience." I never really put any thought into the questions that people were asking me and simply answered with a surfacy response. That all changed this week when out of the blue on Monday I got really sad about leaving all my friends. It was a random attack of emotion and since then I have been a little less excited to move. Don't get me wrong I still love NY and am totally stoked to be living there, but this realization that I will be there all alone is starting to get me down. My solution to the problem? Well there really is none except for appreciating what I do have and not taking it for granted in my last month and a half here in Cali. I know God has some awesome plans and relationships for me on the East Coast and that is what keeps my chin up when the emotional roller coaster days attack.